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Being a victim of fraud. Not pretty...

I have class tomorrow well today. i'm lying in bed updating from my phone. It's gonna take me while to get used to this keyboard. So i'm probably going to have a lot of mistakes! I really don't know what's going on right now. i'm super confused when I shouldn't be because well mainly cause nothings there. Ah I hate this... lol.
Well i'm going to be updating a whole lot more now cause of my phone.
geez i'm so pooped!

p.s. anyone wanna go to halloween horror nights? I do... let me know!

As soon as I pay off my credit card i'm getting these... I'm SO excited. 



AND 




Ah... : ) And I think a facial piercing.. who knows? IDK.

But my sternum i'm getting for sure. AH CANT WAIT.

Oh yeah and I can't wait for my new cell to arrives sometime next week. 




 


I love this song, geezus.
School.. is good. I love my English professor he's sucha dick, it's great. I hate College Algebra.. it's horrible.
I'm excited for tommrow nites show..
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyayayayayayyyyyyyyyyy 

This is the last time and its my fault again and again i will prevail

I walk alone with no shadow and no respect from you everydays a lie for you looking back i realize i hate you with every bit of me

I know our friendship never ment shit to you or anyone but the fact that you turn your back on me just shows who you are

classes got canceled. yes score.

nothing worse then arriving at a class with a proffesor thats diffrent then from the one you signed up for.
FUCK

had fun tooday.

fuck being fat!

http://imageserver1.textamerica.com/user.images.x/62/IMG_472162/_0714/T520060714132914329.jpg

So.. looks crooked but isn't I was just lifting my hand up.


Happy birthday to me.

...a quarter of a tank wasted.
Yay for U-turns.
I had fun tonite.
: )

Carlos should come down here more often.
I should hang out with Mike more.

And... we're done?



p.s. laptop needed asap.

Well.. I started FIU and thats going totally gravey. I actually enjoy class.
I'm feeling supa weird.. and my stomach is tossing. It's the fucking insecurity again.. of like everything in general, fuckin panga. So many things tie into everything and yeah, I get stupid. I have weird friends. I don't know like half of them lately... well no more then half. No one cares. Well? My jobs goin great. I turn 18 next Thursday. I hung out with Ben, fun. I lost my fuckin brand new MAC powder that I bought a paycheck ago. Fucking shit. Now i'm gonna study/read/most probably end up falling asleep and see if someone calls me to hang out or something... anything. ughhh


I need a laptop. This music is relaxing but it's still some pussy ass shit.

burrrp.

Happy birthday Steph.

Happy birthday to me, in... 12 days.


YEZZZZ.

i'm letting my eyebrows grow out.. theyre pretty crazy right about now.

I don't know what to write. I thought I was going to be able to keep up with this journal but guess not? Well I start F.I.U in like two to three weeks, on the 28th. I'm a little excited everything was overwhelming.. but w.e. I felt kinda bad when I didnt know anyone at lunch during orientation.. I thought everyone from school was going to be there, but nah a few only.. Oh well. I love my car. I need to get my nails done again. I'm gonna miss Ashley, I can't believe she's leaving on Tuesday. She's spending the nite and leaning over my shoulder. Well.. i'm getting my nape, other nostril, and my side labrets pierced. I hope? I dono. Lol. 18 is gonna cost me a lotta money. : D Also Ben needs to come back like right now. Um... yeah i'm gonna go spend time with Ashlo before she leaves.

Bye.

i've graduated so now all I do is fucking work. Fuckin bullshit!!! Lol

umm i have FIUs orientation next week. I love this whole.. in between bum stage. Having NO responsiblities and a car is awesome. Well job doesn't count cause i have madd fun there. I think I need a new one though! Um... i'm gonna shower clean and then catcha movie with a homeboy then go to work. It's too early. PZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.


imissmylj!

My car!!!
weeeeeeeeeee.



I love it sooo much!
I am SO happy. Yay for graduation gifts.
It's a pimp ass ride.

HOE

p.s looking for another job.

I went to Tennesee.. I surrvived off of Hoods the whole trip. I got really sick. I went to six flags. I had fun. I ate at Cracker Barrel which was awesome. I bought a candle that smells like cake frosting. I can't wait to light it when my nose unstuffs. We got superior and got best percussion at NAI. Which is... a big deal. While I was there my parents actually went through with it and sold my SUV. So.. it's funny cause I had boughten some hello kitty floor mats and a dashboard thingie @ Tennesee. Well, now i'm stuck without a car while we find another one. Which will be a while!
My trip was fun as fuck. I need to get laid. PZ.

well.. spring break has blown.

I got my liscence. I also got all four of my wisdom teeth pulled out. Things have been rough. I puked my life out... I almost ended up in ER, cause i got real dizzy, cold and almost fainted my blood pressure dropped some shit like that. Yea ok.. sucha simple surgery? Who knows... I have rotten luck. I hate this state of fragilness. I can't eat shit. UGH.

So yeah.. the show was fun. : )
I spent the day washing the cars with my dad helping him out. I love him to pieces.
Um.. I wish myself luck tommrow. Um.. yeah.
I'm out.


95% of girls are pretty fucking stupid. I'm done.

I have officially lost 20 pounds.
20 more to go to reach my goal for prom.

: D


ugh.. :/ lol. I need some will power cuhz.

So yeah.. It was amazing. I love my bosses, super down. : D I love the clothes.. I think i'm gonna upgrade my style a whole lot working here. Dress nice and cute and it'll help my diet a whole lot too. I didnt eat today past 4, yay! and i'm moving around constantly. The store is going well.. theres stacks of polos, jeans, hoodies.... you name it! all over the floor, geez I didn't know starting a store from SCRATCH took SOO much! I'm really excited and my feet really hurt, I forgot what it felt like to work.. i'm tired. : (

GOODNIGHT.

So.. I got the job at Aeropostale. : D

Yay.. I think I start next Tuesday but we open on the 31st (Friday). I'm glad i'm working again. Phew... I'm happy happy happpppy. That's a load off my shoulders which is nice.

p.s. diet is going horrible.